I’d never say that. I’m still Jewish, you know, even if I am a vampire. In my heart I remember and believe, even the words I can’t say. G – ” He choked and swallowed. “He made a covenant with us, just like the Shadowhunters believe Raziel made a covenant with them. And we believe in his promises. Therefore you can never lose hope – hatikva – because if you keep hope alive, it will keep you alive.” He looked faintly embarrassed. “My rabbi used to say that.