Having you close like this makes me forget the reasons why this won’t work. We will never work.
I’d walked too close to heaven and gotten a glimpse. The hell I’d lived before her no longer appealed to me.
Love shouldn’t make our choices for us; it should just add importance to our choices.
A small laugh startled me and I looked over to see her actually smiling. Making her do that more often was a new goal.
How do I soothe his ache when mine was a big gaping hole large enough for both of us to fit in?
He was so good and honest. Why couldn’t I love him instead?
Just maybe I was worthy of love.
I can’t do this Ash. It’s killing me. Having you this close and not touching you is driving me insane. You’re his Ash. You’re his. You made your choice and I understand why you chose him. I don’t hold it against you but dammit Ash it hurts.
Don’t be sorry. Just try not to let him touch you. When he touches you I see red. I can’t take it. I don’t want to see him or anyone else touch you.
Staying with him. Letting him touch you, hold you, GOD. It’s eating me alive. You may be keeping Sawyer from hating me but you’re only making me hate him.
But Ash, I can’t continue to want you from a distance. To love you and not have you. I’d end up in jail if anyone tried to touch you and God forbid you tried to date someone.
Good because I want you too. Now. Forever. Just you.
Don’t give up. You’ll regret it.
As the music played over the speakers and the waterfall in the pool filled the silence around us, I knew that without a doubt I had just been ruined.
Listen to me, Blaire. If you try to go anywhere I will chase you down. I will become your shadow.
Blaire, tell me what you want me to do. I’ll do whatever it is you need.
You’re my existence. I’m yours.
You aren’t what I expected. I wish you were. It’d be so much easier.
In my search to find myself, I’d found so much more. I knew now why I wanted to live. I understood love. I had found it.
If I lose you because of the blind idiot I’ve been then I will be the one who is destroyed.