But sometimes stuff happens and we find ourselves lost, and suddenly we’re standing in a place we don’t recognize and can’t remember walking-or falling-there, and we’re unsure how to get back or if we even want to.
Seize the day, take hold of it, and make it whatever you want.
I’m with you because I want to be with you.
Sometimes the best things are the ones that aren’t planned, the decisions made while living in the moment.
You don’t forget. You just move past it. Let go. Be who you were supposed to be instead of who they make you feel like you should be.
He tastes like mint and need, as he overpowers me with his tongue.
That’s you. Callie, you’re the only person that’s ever made me feel happy about anything. That night you saved me, you changed something in me – you made me want to live.
When his lips return to mine, it’s not just about lust or desire – it’s about making us whole.
When he inches into me, I feel the pain, but I also feel the invisible chains around my wrists break and shatter.
I’ve never felt like this before, with anyone. It’s against the rules of surviving.
No. I just never wanted to throw them away. Even if they were broken. I still loved them.
In the midst of a foggy field, the answers are hidden But the impossible journey deems them forbidden. The Reaper of Death, the Angel of Life. They walk together in day and night.
I write the word solitude on my wall and then below it: Do you know me at all? Are my words just air? Is my heart easy to spare?
How am I supposed to move forward in life when everything important to me is motionless?
So I let my shame own me, kill me, wilt me away into a thousand dead flakes, knowing if I kept it all in, she would never have to learn the dirtiness that was forever inside me – the bad, the ugly, the twisted. She could go on living her life happy, just like she deserved.
I walk out the door with a heavy feeling in my heart as another secret falls on top of it.
Love you more than life itself, more than the sun and the air. You own my soul, Ella May. Micha.
I realize that even through the hard times I’m sure we’ll face, I’ll never be able to walk away from her. -Micha.
I think the people who go through more can end up stronger in the long run. They have insight in to what a lot of people don’t have and a better understanding – they can be more open-minded. – Ella’s mother.
Please don’t go. I just got you back.