This is all me. This is my body and that’s all it is. I am worth more than this. This body does not dictate how much love I get or how much respect I’ll get or how smart I am or how kind I am or how far I’ll get in life. It doesn’t dictate who loves me and it doesn’t dictate who finds me attractive.
For you, though, I’ll be the gentleman you need me to be.” Then.
Don’t say top of the mornin’ to ya, don’t say top of the mornin’ to ya. “Top of the mornin’ to ya,” I say.
Rachel, I love you. I loved you then, I love you now, and I loved you in all the light and darkness in-between. I love you with a wildness I can’t tame.
I love you Shane Nelson and I love you wild. You’re my hearts and my home and my whole damn life. I promise.
We all carry this yearning in our hearts for a place for us to truly belong. Somewhere here we can be ourselves and give love and receive love and never have to worry about the cost.
Love either makes you afraid or brave. I choose to be brave.
Captain Assbag No Fun?
The only dilemma now is whether I should wear my shorts or not. Yes, shorts. Not just for unexpected breezes but to protect against chub rub. My thighs are gapless and if there’s a lot of walking, they can create enough friction to start a fire.
Life is brilliant. And then it’s awful. Sometimes trivial or boring or mundane. You just have to push through all that bad stuff until its brilliant again. Always hold out for brilliant.
My whole life I’ve just been in a state of being,” she says. “I haven’t become anything.
I’m great at lying to myself.
Within your light, I lose the madness.
You have to be careful when you use that word,” I warn her. “It’s like an invocation. You’ll summon it.
It was bloody spiritual is what it was and believe me, I am not a praying man. But I will make this woman my religion if she lets me. I will worship at her altar for another glimpse at the heaven I saw last night.
What feeds your soul?
Well he’s my weirdo,” Marina tells him with a proud smile. “That’s why we work so well together. If I have a bit of advice for you Noah, it’s you need to find your weirdo. Once you do, everything else falls into place.
It’s just an odd feeling sometimes to have so many memories wrapped up with one person, a person that’s no longer part of your life. It’s unfair. If they don’t exist in your life, they shouldn’t exist in your memories.
Cocks aren’t hugs you can just go around handing out.
Please. If you find yourself falling in love with me, don’t stop it. Don’t hold back. Don’t deny yourself that. Let yourself love me.