The only person you can now or ever change is yourself. The only person that it is your business to control is yourself.
Detaching does not mean we don’t care. It means we learn to love, care, and be involved without going crazy.
We do not lead others into the Light by stepping into the darkness with them.
As I’ve said before, no wonder we think God has abandoned us; we’ve abandoned ourselves.
Denial can be confusing because it resembles sleeping. We’re not really aware we’re doing it until we’re done doing it. Forcing ourselves – or anyone else – to face the truth usually doesn’t help. We won’t face the facts until we are ready. Neither, it seems, will anyone else. We may admit to the truth for a moment, but we won’t let ourselves know what we know until we feel safe, secure, and prepared enough to deal and cope with it.
Rest when you’re tired. Take a break when life stales. Take time to recharge your battery. Energy isn’t something you have – it’s something you are. To give and give and give, to put out without taking in, depletes your battery. It drains you, runs you down.
Today, I will not wait for others to see and care; I will take responsibility for being aware of my pain and problems, and caring about myself.
If you did not have that person or problem in your life, what would you be doing with your life that is different from what you are doing now? How would you be feeling and behaving? Spend a few minutes visualizing yourself living your life, feeling and behaving that way – in spite of your unsolved problem.
Self-care isn’t selfish; it’s self-esteem.
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear, but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.1 – II TIMOTHY 1:7.
Recovery is not about being right; it’s about allowing ourselves to be who we are and accepting others as they are.
People may get angry at us for setting boundaries; they can’t use us anymore. They may try to help us feel guilty so we will remove our boundary and return to the old system of letting them use or abuse us. Don’t feel guilty and don’t back down.
Today, I will let things happen without worrying about the significance of each event. I will trust that this will bring about my growth faster than running around with a microscope. I will trust my lessons to reveal themselves in their own time.
If you have done nothing to feel embarrassed about, don’t feel embarrassed. I know this is a tough concept, but it can be mastered.
The rewards from detachment are great: serenity; a deep sense of peace; the ability to give and receive love in self-enhancing, energizing ways; and the freedom to find real solutions to our problems. We find the freedom to live our own lives without excessive feelings of guilt about, or responsibility toward others.
We stop worrying about them, and they pick up the slack and finally start worrying about themselves. What a grand plan! We each mind our own business. Earlier, I described a person caught in.
I reacted to other people’s feelings, behaviors, problems, and thoughts. I reacted to what they might by feeling, thinking, or doing. I reacted to my own feelings, my own thoughts, my own problems. My strong point seemed to be reacting to crises – I thought almost everything was a crisis. I overreacted.
Today, I will know that I don’t have to worry about anything. If I do worry, I will do it with the understanding that I am choosing to worry, and it is not necessary.
Many of us react as though everything is a crisis because we have lived with so many crises for so long that crisis reaction has become a habit.
We’re so careful to see that no one gets hurt. No one, that is, but ourselves.