I am both happy and sad and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be.
I ate the brownie, and it tasted a little weird, but it was still a brownie, so I still liked it. But this was not an ordinary brownie. Since you are older, I think you know what kind of brownie it was.
It’s getting that bad again.
A lot of it is good, but a lot of it is bad. Again, I don’t know why this always happens.
The power of God was not omniscience. The power of God was not omnipotence. The power of God was love.
You are part of an infinite family. The people who have been through terrible things and survived them. If you are reading these words, you WON today, You are here. You are alive. You have options. Whatever strategy you choose, you WIN.
And I hope everyone’s picture turn out great and never become old photographs and nobody gets in a car accident.
And for the first time, something nice like that made me smile and not cry.
To Charlie” and the whole group said, “to Charlie.” I didn’t know why they did that, but it was very special to me that they did. Especially Sam. Especially her.
But for now, sledding is enough. I think it would be great if sledding were always enough, but it isn’t.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but I’m starting to get scared.
I just wanted to know what to buy my dad because I love him. And I don’t know him. And he doesn’t like to talk about things like that.
Du coup, je me dis que le zen, c’est un jour comme aujourd’hui, quand on fait partie de l’air et qu’on se rappelle des trucs.
For the rest of the school year, the teachers treated me different and gave me better grades even though I didn’t get any smarter.
I don’t want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week. I can’t think again. Not ever again. I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.
The kind of green that doesn’t make a big deal about itself.
The trance happens when you don’t focus on anything.
I had an amazing feeling when I finally held the tape in my hand. I just thought to myself that in the palm of my hand, there was this one tape that had all of these memories and feelings and great joy and sadness. Right there in the palm of my hand. And I thought about how many people have loved those songs. And how many people got through a lot of bad times because of those songs. And how many people enjoyed good times with those songs. And how much those songs really mean.
I even got out my old sled and my old scarf. There is something cozy about that for me.
It’s not a movie kind of love either.